Thursday, September 17, 2009

mil is about to break the dooor down. haa.

So, honestly I haven’t even been thinking about meeting Steven. I mean, its always been there, like in the back of my mind ya know? But I don’t like sit and think about it. Mostly cause we hadn’t really talked about it. But with everything that has happened lately, I’ve been thinking about it.


First off, Steven has been calling me everyday. I LOVE it. :D haha. just like he used too pretty much. But then he had to go and leave his phone at the house and the bitch, got a hold of it. And was looking through his calls, and saw my number. Well he didn’t have my name saved in there, so she decides to call me. Lucky me, I know. So I answer, cause I didn’t know who it was. And I had just signed up for some volunteer stuff, and so when she asked for my name, I just figured it was to verify who I was, ya know. Or make sure they had the right number. Cause it kept cutting out. Well before I could ask who was calling, she hung up. She was like thanks that’s all I wanted to know. Click. I was like uh…I wonder.


So I get on google and type in her number and sure enough its from Fairfield. So I start freaking out, cause I know Steven hasn’t told her that he’s been calling me. So, I'm like well shit, I can’t call him till 6, and at the time it was about 4:30. So I had to wait around. And about 10 mins after 6, he calls. Haha. I was like oh geez. So he goes, I hear you got an interesting phone call today. I was like yeah, I was about to ask you about that actually. And he goes yeah, I got to hear all about it. I was like I'm sorry. I didn’t realize it was her. And he says something else. But anyways, she got pissed cause he’s been calling me. And she left. Haha. well he told me he called his captain crying cause he didn’t know what to do. But when he talked to me he sounded okay. Ya know? And he was on his way to talk to his captain.


So he calls me yesterday around 4. And I was at my study group up at the college, so I only talked to him for a few minutes. But he sounded all happy. And I was like are you ok? And he goes yeah, I'm good. Why wouldn’t I be? I was like I don’t know…? And he goes I'm hunky dory. I was like so what did you captain say yesterday. And he goes just a bunch of bullshit and I think he said something about starting shit. I couldn’t really hear him. So I was like well hey, call me later, I'm gotta finish studying. So yeah. well haha. he calls me about 11 that night. And tells me he got into with her AGAIN. And she had said something about how he was talking to me. And he goes yep, every day. And she’s like well then I'm gonna start talking to guys. And he goes ok. then he’s like I don’t see our relationship lasting much longer. I was like well, I don’t either. Not if she’s gonna be like that. So then he’s just like how far are you from Tyler? I was like about an hour and a half. And he goes so your about as far away as me. And I just smiled. And he goes well I'm gonna see what my work schedule is and I’ll call you when I'm thinking about coming up that way. I was like yeah, that’d be a good idea. And he goes I'm not sure if it’ll be a weekend, it might be a weekday. I was like ok. he goes I might just have to get up early that morning and drive there, and maybe you could meet me there and we could talk for a little bit then I’d head back home. i couldn’t breathe. Haha. I was finally like okay. So AH. Then he goes well I'm gonna go take a shower. Then he gets on about something else. And goes ya figure since I'm back from Iraq I wouldn’t be calling you at 1 and 2 in the morning anymore. I was like but those are my favorite phone calls. And he just cracks up laughing. Like it was the first time I had heard him laugh in I don’t even know how long. I love it so much. So I just smiled really big. And he goes yeah, ok. I was like what? I do. So then he’s like ok, I'm gonna go take a shower and let you go to bed so you can go to college tomorrow. I was like ok. and he goes I have to go to some doctor tomorrow and let him feel me up. (I made that nicer than what he said. Haha) I was like ohhhh now thattt sounds like fun. And he goes yeah, so much fun. Haha. Yeahhhh, I love it. Haha. I'm glad I can finally make him smile again. And this whole thing hasn’t made things worse between us. Ya know. But its all good. :)


I'm off to study for my gov test….yeah, right. Ha.


-erynn

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