so much stuff.
so lets seeeee.
i finished my finals. i have all C's in my classes. :-// but thats better than the two D's i had last semester. haha.
This is my daddy. He passed away friday May 15, 2009. He had ewing sarcoma..which is the rarest cancer...EVER. i swear. anyways, this picture was taken before he started any of his chemo..when we thought he wouldn't make it past that christmas...but the stubborn man that he is, lasted a year and a half with this cancer.
and the doc had given him 2 months in dec 08, butttt he lasted 5 months. just goes to prove how strong he was.
i hated seein him like he was before he left. Cause i hardly remember him any other way. Watching him not able to stand or do anything by himself, just kinda never leaves you...i wish it would though. i don't like remembering him like that. :-// anyways, so i don't cryyy. haha. I love you Daddy, and i'm glad you're not in pain anymore. and thank you for not deleting this picture. :)
sooo Sarah came up that weekend too. she was already coming, but i told her to pack some funeral clothes too.
so the funeral was on monday, and my best friends came, which made me very happy. Lets me know that they are really there, and idk howwww many people told me to tell them if i needed anything to let them know. haha. THOSE are my true friends, whom i loveeee to death. you don't even know.
so tuesday. hahaha. greatest day EVAAA. :P i spent with my ex, gasp i know. we went fishing..which really we didn't go fishing. we went trout-lining. haha. i had to get up at 7..which i was already up anyway, but still. haha. and had to be at his house by nine. i got there at 10. haha. only cause he didn't tell me he was up till 8:30, that loser. so anyways, i went to his houseee, and we had to take a four-wheeler to get to where his lines were.
so we checked his line, and wound up with like 45 catfish...CRAZY, i know. i don't think i've ever seen that many fish before. haha. so we kinda just floated around for a while, then he's all let's go here..
so the loser gets us lost. hahaha. and he's straight getting pissed, and i'm like i don't care. i have all day. so we finally get to some dry land, and he leaves me at the boat, to go see where we are..which is on the other side of where we should be, if that makes sense. haha. andddd he brought me back a turtle! haha. we named him franklin..after much debate that is. haha.
so he finally got us back to where he knew where we were. haha. and he finally calmed down. but we were lost for about an hour. it was great though. i was like i wouldn't want to be lost with anyone else. haha. then we went back to his house. and we were standing in front of my truck, and he asked if i had fun for the ump-teenth time. i was like of course, and you should have known that you would have gotten lost with me. and it wouldn't have been the same if it were anyone else. he just laughed and smiled. :) then i was like alright, i spose i'll head homeeee. so he pulls me into a hug. he goes we have to do this again. i was like mmmmmhmm. most def. cause he was huggin me right then. haha. but it was really fun. haha.
so i think thats all that happened thats writable about last week.
thennn this weekend..hahaha. this picture should explain a lot.
haha. we went down to shreveport saturday, well candi and i went to the water park down there, while chris, josh and amanda went to the casinoo. anddd one of my guy friends was down in shreveport this weekend too, and i missed seeing him by like 10 mins, i was upset. :( but anyways, i gottt majorly sunburneddddd saturday. haha. its healed now, but yeahhh. and then sunday we told chris we wanted something to drink ;)) and well after josh made him get up, we found a wal-mart and got some smirnoff strawberry something or another. haha. and so this was my first time to have more than just a swallow of anything..and damn that stuff was good. well haha. one thing i know when i get drunk, i stutter...a lot! haha. but anyways, this picture is from that night. haha. greatness, i know. it was fun. and i wouldn't have wanted to drink with anyone else..well maybe with kevy there too. xD yeah, i kept callin kevin, kevy. idk why. and i was texting him, and thank goodness i didn't tell him what i was thinkin about. i just told him it was good, and he goes i didn't think you drank, i was like i don't. haha. but this is insanely yummy. haha. and that he'll have to come with next time, and yeahh. but it was great. thennnnn. i felt like i was gonna be sick..and it hit. haha. i never threw up though. :)thennn monday we came home, sad panda. haha.
and nowww we've just kinda been chillen, ever since.
right now i'm waiting for some text messages..from kevin, randall or jerome..which ever decides they want to talk to me...yeahhh. stupid boys. hah.a
soooo this is long enough, i'll try not to wait this long next time. :)
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