won't you fly with meee??

new song over there.
its like my fave song right now, just cause it says 'chasing stars and losing shadows, peter pan and wendy turned out fine, so won't you fly with me?' so yep yep. :)

so this is something i must blog about. haha. so you guys member my steven, right? i mean, how can you forget him? haha. and i love love loveeee that picture of him. ----> :)

i have a cuter one i'll show ya in a min. haha. but you can't tell him. so shhhhh. ;) hah.

anywayssss, he text me wed nightt, at like 11:30, so i got on and talked to him. well he sent me a conference thingy, so we could actually talk to one another. :) yeahh, i loveee the sound of his voiceeee. anywho. haha. so lets see. we talked about what we're gonna do when we meet. haha. he goes you wanna go to see a movie or what? i was like uh..i dunno. and he just goes oh my gosh. haha. i was like don't you oh my gosh me. and he says i'll oh my gosh you if i want to. he's so nice. haha. so i was like well we have to figure out where we're gonna meet up at first. and he goes ok, so where? i was like shit, i don't know. he just goes oh my gosh. you women are gonna be the death of me. haha. i was like i sowry. :( haha.

then he just decides he's not gonna come meet me, and that it won't make him any different. i was like fine be that way then. he goes i will. i was like fine then. i don't care. haha.

abouttt 30 mins later, he goes i can't wait to meet you. :D i just smiled so big right then, haha. i go really? and he's like yeahh. i go awww. well i can't wait to meet you either babe. :)
then he askes me if he has ever told me how beautiful i was. :D i was like um. i dunno. and he goes well you are. i was like awwwwww. thanks. :))) haha. he's so adorable..sorry. haha.

so then he goes let me ask you something. i was like alright ask away, he goes what is a beautiful, outgoing (i'm sooo not outgoing, btw) girl like you doing talking to a messed up soldier like me. i was like what do you mean? so he said it again and added a little more to it. i just smiled and said, cause i love talking to you, and you make me smile like crazy, not sure how it happened..but i'm glad it did..anddddd you're sweet too..that doesn't answer the question, but its all true. and he goes yeah, when i wanna be (talking about being sweet) i was like ohhh i know. haha.

So he turns back around and faces me, and hes just like staring at me, which makes me smile. haha. and says something about he would hug me when we meet, but he won't. i was like well i'm a huggable person, i love hugs! and he goes well you see, huggin leads to kissin and kissing leads to something and that leads to something else. i was like ok? and he goes have you never heard that, i was like um. no. "Oh my gosh..you need to get out more" <--his exact words. haha. i was like this is something i know. haha. So anyways, i was like well i was gonna hug you, but i guess i won't. and he goes ok, i just wanted to tell you cause i don't want you to be pissed off at me when i don't hug you. i was like haha. ok, well i'll remember this convo and won't get mad. he goes i just want to be honest with you, i've never been this honest with people, and i usually don't tell them what i'm thinking but i like you so much and i just want to be straight forward with you. i was like aw. well thank you for being honest with me. but he just kept going and said, its just i've been over here for so long, and i don't want to mess up this relationship we have going. cause its a good one, and i don't want to mess that up. i was like ok babe. and he goes so no huggin on the first meeting. and he said something about the second, third, fouth, fifth, sixth however many times. haha. so i hope he knows that if we meet up a second time, imma hug that punk. haha. i think i deserve it. so :-P haha. so then he's just layin there and said something about being tired, i was like well go to bed then. he goes i would but i can't stop staring at your pretty face. i was like awwww. :) i can turn my cam off hunny. he goes no don't. i was like ok, he goes DON'T. i was like ok ok, i won't. haha.

then he goes, i never thought i would say this but i.... i was like what? and he goes nothing, nevermind. i didn't hear the end of what he said. i was like tell me, pleaseeeeee. :( and he goes, i said i never thought i would say this, but i love you. i freaked..internally, cause well he was looking at me. haha. but i was like whoa..about to cry too. you don't even know. i got all giddy and shit too. i wonder if he saw it. hmm. so i finally managed an awww. haha. and i was like well if we're being completely honest here, i love you too. and he said something, then goes, ya know, you're a sweet girl. i was like well thank you hun. thennnnn he passed out. haha. cause i was being quiet, and let him fall asleep. haha. but it was like 8 in the morning over there. and he haddd taken sleeping pills before he text me. haha. so anyways, i left my cam on and fell asleep. haha. i woke up at like 6, and he had turned his off, but still had mine going. so i rolled over and went back to sleep. haha. and woke up about 8:30 or so, and he had taken mine off, so i just turned my computer off, cause it was insanely hottt and i was gonna go back to bed, buttt i couldn't fall back asleep. soooo around 10 he text me and was like sorry for fallin asleep, i was like its alright. so i got online and was like you are insanely cute when you sleep. and he goes so are you. haha. i was like awww. thanks. :D haha.

anyways. thats all my wonderfullllnesssss.

so yeahhhhh. haha.

thats all for today. :)

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