hmmm...

i have nooo idea what to do with this wealth of knowledge that i just obtained. ha. (that was a fun sentence to try and spell. xD)

sooo let me feeeel you up...er. i mean in. :)

so okay. back before kev and i started dating this time, i was talking to this guy named nick..who lives in MI. (i'm from tx) so anyways, we

were talking for a good while..then he decides that 'loves' me. so i'm like..ok? well idk about how i feel towards you. so anyways, steven came back (my soldier) in feb..and kind of messed things up..and what not. well nick was still all 'i love you so much' blah blah blah. so we were drifting apart. and i found comfort in kevin bc he was my bff and i could talk to him about everything right. so anyways. eventually kev and i decide to go out..and the day before nick changed his facebook status to 'in a relationship' so i was like ok..then he won't care.
so i didn't tell him. and long story short he asked me so i told him yeah. we were. so then he's all i knew it! i knew you guys were dating..and you tried t

o tell me you weren't...blah. so anyways. he

does wind up dating this chick...his ex. so ya know whatever.
well they just broke up like last weekend..and he's been texting me and shit. he thinks he can steal me from kev...buttt he can't esp with what

i just found out.
so i was just on marcie (his ex he got back together with) i was on her fb..bc i'm bored. and he posted on her wall 'i love you' on april 7, at 5:14...so i was like hmm..i wonder something. so i log into my myspace and low and be hold. i have a message from nick on april 7, at 5:12 that says.."i love you"

wow.

like seriously...WOW.
i want to tell this girl..not that it would really matter now, since they broke up again. but seriously. HE is the one that said he didn't know if he loved her and would down talk her and shit. i feel so bad for her. and i'm being to wonder if he down talked me...
i know his best girl friend didn't like me. in fact she down right hated me. idk what the fuck for. but yeah.

it just erks me. and pisses me the fuck off.

esp when he tried to sit there and say he was different and all this bullshit. yeah. he's different...he gets caught! its stupid.

i feel even worse for that girl, cause she has no way of knowing..like i do. he did that publically. and probably figured i'd never go to her page..or that i would be able to see it. wellll guessss what?!

and he deleted whatever she had posted on his wall..cause i tried to click on it, and it just too me to his page. but yeah. like how fucking immature..seriously.

and i mean i'm being kind of childish..i guess but still.

i don't go around telling TWO totally different girls (boys) that i love them...TWO FUCKING MINUTES apart! seriously?!

AND the fucker thinks he got away with it. i wanna know what she said back to him...cause i didn't reply back to that message. hmmm.

i don't even know what i'm gonna say when i do ask him about it.

something like 'soo...i was on marcie's fb page today...and i noticed you had posted a comment on her wall...so i got to thinking..hey he left me a message on myspace around that time. so then i went and looked...and wow. you left me a message 2 minutes before you commented on her wall...and strange thing is...they say the same thing...wanna explain yourself?'

wow...i think i'll use that. haha. he'll probably be like...how did you get marcie's fb?

'hunny, i have my ways. its not hard to find people in your friends list...' :)

haaaaa.

okays.

i'm done bitching...for now. :D

peace, love and sexxxx. hahahaha. jk.

-erynn